I need counseling help. Any Suggestions?

I am a current teen. I have always been "different" (not normal, not the average Joe) and now have become depressed but not quite yet suicidal in my quest to fit in. For example: Most times i will be talking with someone and argue their point. They will start yelling at me for arguing their point with some argument that make no sense to them. Really this argument is quite sensible because i was able to process all the information required. My evaluation test scores are high (not in school), but it doesn't show in my school work. This is another contributing factor to everything that I am going through. Other than that, I have been bullied (which is quite severe by the way) and have always been pushed around like I'm completely worthless. I also have issues in my family right now which I would not like to go into detail about. I have also come from a family with hereditary depression (although it has not affected my parents), and have a good heart. I am a faithful Christian. The Bible basically says that heaven is a billion times better than life on earth. Yeah, my life sucks so bad that if you were to take that billion and take it up to the 32nd power, the end result (which is 1 x 10 to the 288th) would be slightly below how much better heaven is for my life. So yeah i need to find a good counseling place... would like a place with teenage confidentiality.